Which one better??

“Disappear from this world or Never even exist in this world.”

Nightmare

I already told you that i often had nightmares right? And most of it is dark and spooky. Murder, stalker, kidnap, and terror. It was haunting me.

Yesterday, I dreamed about one girl and her father. In that dream, I was one of her relative. We are cousin and that day I promised to spend the night at her house. Far from the crowd, on the outskirt. She was pretty but, her trauma make her fall. She thinks that she was the one who killed her mother and set fire to the house many years ago. So, in the name of sisterhood, me and my sisters help her to investigate the true killer.

After a long investigation on the evidence. It leads us to her father. He, then told us that he was not. And that he was framed by someone. So we investigate from the start again. And this time, it leads us to one boy. After long long way, that boy was captured and the police put him in jail. We left with smile, thinks that all of it is over. We then come home and ready to sleep.

But, some things make me feel weird. Her father’s word was all not match with the evidence. Feeling weird, i took a look at the drawer inside the bedroom and found some bank account. And hearing noises outside the door, I told her to lock the door. Just when she was about to lock it, from the outside her father push the door to open. And feel terrified I woke in the middle of the night when the sky was roaming. That night, the rain fall together with lightning and thunder.

My First Comic

16th

Happy Birthday… This year I will be 16th. Hope all the happiness in this world for me, wishing me all the best. Hope I always happy and live a long life for those who can’t.

“Happy Birthday to me

Happy Birthday to me

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to me”

 

Proverbs 3:2 For length of days and years of life And peace they will add to you.

 

Thank you

Tathestole

Sad Love Song by DAVICHI

미안한게 참 많아 하지 못한 말도 많아
(Mianhange cham manha haji mothan maldo manha)
Ada banyak hal yang aku merasa menyesal, tetapi aku tak bisa mengatakannya

지금 돌아선 너에게 줄껀 눈물 뿐인데
(Jigeum doraseon neoege julkkeon nunmul ppuninde)
Kembali kepadamu sekarang, aku hanya bisa memberikan airmata

솔직히 참 서운해 이유조차 모르고
(Suljikhi cham seounhae iyujocha moreugo)
Sejujurnya aku sangat marah, aku bahkan tak tau alasannya

너와 헤어져야 한다는게
(Neowa heeojyeoya handaneunge)
Mengapa aku harus terpisah denganmu

너무나 속상해
(Neomuna soksanghae)
Aku sangat marah

사실은 사실은 나 지금 울고있어
(Sasireun sasireun na jigeum ulgoisseo)
Sebenarnya sebenarnya aku menangis sekarang

겉으론 애써 웃어보여도
(Geotheuro aesseo useoboyeodo)
Meskipun kau melihatku tersenyum

사랑해 사랑해 내가 다 잘못했어
(Saranghae saranghae naega da jalmothaesseo)
Aku mencintaimu, mencintaimu, itu semua kesalahanku

화내도 괜찮아 욕해도 괜찮아
(Hwanaedo gwaenchanha yokhaedo gwaenchanha)
Meskipun kau marah itu tidak apa-apa, meskipun kau memarahiku itu tidak apa-apa

그러니까 제발 나는 떠나지마 가지마
(Geureonikka jebal naneun tteonajima gajima)
Karena itu kumohon… Jangan tinggalkan aku, jangan pergi

나 사랑 안해도 돼 내가 더 많이 사랑하면 되니까
(Na sarang anhaedo dwae naega deo manhi Saranghamyeon dwaenikka)
Kau tak perlu mencintaiku, hanya aku yang akan mencintaimu sendiri

오늘만 오늘만 참아주면 안되니
(Oneulman oneulman chamajumeyon andwaeni)
Hanya hari ini,hanya hari ini tak bisakah kau bertahan

이대로 널 못보낼꺼같아
(Idaero neol mot bonaelkkeogatha)
Aku merasa tak bisa mengirimmu pergi seperti ini

사랑해 사랑해 내가 다 잘못했어
(Saranghae saranghae naega da jalmothaesseo)
Aku mencintaimu, mencintaimu, itu semua kesalahanku

화내도 괜찮아 욕해도 괜찮아
(Hwanaedo gwaenchanha yokhaedo gwaenchanha)
Meskipun kau marah itu tidak apa-apa, meskipun kau memarahiku itu tidak apa-apa

그러니까 제발 나는 떠나지마 가지마
(Geureonikka jebal naneun tteonajima gajima)
Karena itu kumohon… Jangan tinggalkan aku, jangan pergi

나 사랑 안해도 돼 내가 더 많이 사랑하면 되니까
(Na sarang anhaedo dwae naega deo manhi Saranghamyeon dwaenikka)
Kau tak perlu mencintaiku, hanya aku yang akan mencintaimu sendiri

처음으로 돌려봐
(Cheoeumeuro dollyeobwa)
Kembali lagi ke awal

네가 나를 사랑했던 때로 다 돌려놔
(Nega nareul saranghaetdeon ttaero da dollyeonwa)
Putar kembali ke waktu saat kau mencintaiku

미안해 미안해 나 그런줄 모르고
(Mianhae mianhae na geureonjul moreugo)
Maafkan aku,maafkan, aku tak tau

마음이 떠난걸 내가 싫어진걸
(Maeumi tteonageol naega sirheojingeol)
Hatimu meninggalkanku, bahwa kau membenciku

정말 모르고 지냈어
(Jeongmal moreugo jinaesseo)
Aku benar-benar tak tau

어떡해도 뭘해도 마음이 떠났으면
(Eotteokhaedo mwolhaedo maeumi tteonasseumyeon)
Apa yang harus kulakukan jika hatimu meninggalkanku

옆에 있어도 사랑이 아니잖아
(Yeophe isseodo sarangi anijanha)
Meskipunkau disisiku, itu bukan cinta 

곁에 있을 자격도 없는 나 잖아
(Gyeothe isseul jagyeokdo eobneun na janha)
Aku mengira aku bahkan tak layak bersamamu

The World

Here are the newest of my drawing.

That one is the real one, the original. And the second is the one that had been given some color. It was not finished because I just don’t know what color to suit to be the background. It is black, yellow, white, or other color??

Together Our Last Party

Yesterday my class set up a one-night stay as class last party. We rent two villa and stay there for two days one night. We get the money from class cash that we save each month. I stayed up all night with two or three friends. The villa got a wonderful landscape, with the sea and its wave. I really enjoy my time with them. We hold a game such as monopoly, ‘truth or dare’, and uno. The winner get the breakfast coupon that reserved for eight person.. I am happy that I get to spend time with them before we have to separate in higher grade.

I love you guys.

Moving

Today my friend is going to Jogjakarta. She will spend the rest of her high school life on there. I will miss her because we have been together for four years including our junior high. She is pretty and smart just like her brother. She go there right after our exam finished. Without giving us time to say goodbye to her. Ah, i will really really miss her. And I hope she doesn’t forget me.

To my friend, good luck on your life over there. Keep fighting!!!

Be Warmed – Davichi ft Verbal Jint

I love Davichi songs…

 

English Translation:

I thought it was over
Because it was exactly like
The breakup formula my friends told me about
So I turned off my phone
I thought if I endured through a couple days
I would forget someone like you

(But the me inside)
Is whispering
That there won’t be another person
I’ll love the way I loved you
(That I’ll wander around here and there)
And go back to you
That this can’t be the end

Like a lie
My heart was frozen cold
But it melts down in front of you
Just like the seasons change
From cold winter to spring
I’m melting because of you

Drip drip
Melting
Drip drip

Why did you do that back then?
Was it because you were sick of me?
Or did I do something wrong?

(They say men are like this)
They say not to always be by their sides
And not to treat them well all the time
(But I like you, so what can I do?)
I hate you for making me cry
I curse at you and resent you but

Like a lie
My heart was frozen cold
But it melts down in front of you
Just like the seasons change
From cold winter to spring
I’m melting because of you

Gone is the winter, right?
I don’t want to see you cry anymore
If only I could reach you and touch you, then you’d know
But it’s not as easy as it sounds
Every time you do that, a corner of my heart crumbles
Don’t cry but remember this one thing
You’re the only one, babe, it’s true

Like a lie
My heart was frozen cold
But it melts down in front of you
Just like the seasons change
From cold winter to spring
I’m melting because of you

Drip drip
Melting
Drip drip

Because I’m a fool
Because I know nothing but you
That’s why
I’m melting again

Website

For the last task in my lesson about programs, my teacher told me to make one website with 3 page in minimal. It was so difficult and when making it with my friend at her home yesterday, I cried. I cried because, I must repeated the step again and again. The computer didn’t read my flashdisk. But, finally today I finished it. Here is the link A Branch of Life …

You are welcome to visit it. But, I’m not sure if I want to continue it or not after the teacher take my mark. Enjoy guys